Because I've been alive for so long and tried everything to wean off fresh human blood, but nothing ever worked. Because I've been staving off the hunger since my arrival and became overwhelmed.
[The fact that Tobias is revealing all of this right now terrifies him, but he's since stopped trying to fight back and overcome her will. Even though he'd killed himself in the past, thus solving all everyone's problems, the truth is he doesn't really want to die. Is that such a selfish thing, wanting to live on and having to kill things around him to survive?]
Because I didn't want him to turn and go through the same process of learning that nothing else has ever worked... and even turning it into a sport after living for so long. Those are all the reasons I have for killing him.
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[The fact that Tobias is revealing all of this right now terrifies him, but he's since stopped trying to fight back and overcome her will. Even though he'd killed himself in the past, thus solving all everyone's problems, the truth is he doesn't really want to die. Is that such a selfish thing, wanting to live on and having to kill things around him to survive?]
Because I didn't want him to turn and go through the same process of learning that nothing else has ever worked... and even turning it into a sport after living for so long. Those are all the reasons I have for killing him.