It's harder than I thought it would be. I hear you, I look at you, but all there is is him.
[she's amazed she's told this much to somebody who actually scares her, deep down. what she's saying could destroy her. she hears what he's saying, of course, but she's kind of just talking at this point.]
And... it's not fair, but that makes me afraid of you, too. I have a lot of things that I don't want people to know, and even though I know you're not him, my brain doesn't. My brain still thinks you're the same Garfield Logan from Jump City who—
[no. she has to stop.]
I don't even know if I should ask for forgiveness from you. For anything. I don't know what to do with you. And that sounds so messed up, doesn't it? God.
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[she's amazed she's told this much to somebody who actually scares her, deep down. what she's saying could destroy her. she hears what he's saying, of course, but she's kind of just talking at this point.]
And... it's not fair, but that makes me afraid of you, too. I have a lot of things that I don't want people to know, and even though I know you're not him, my brain doesn't. My brain still thinks you're the same Garfield Logan from Jump City who—
[no. she has to stop.]
I don't even know if I should ask for forgiveness from you. For anything. I don't know what to do with you. And that sounds so messed up, doesn't it? God.