Okay. I guess it's only awkward if he's lying about it or telling you certain things. I don't know how he talks to you. And really, that whole thing... It's more that I thought kissing you might wake you up, and it definitely didn't, and I felt kind of creepy or whatever, so sorry.

And maybe there's lots of reasons I am the way I am. I don't know. Changing the way I think is hard.