[He was pretty sure he was a goner, himself. There shouldn't be any way for him to be alive, and yet, he's standing here. With a body with a heartbeat and working organs and some such. No signs of bullet holes--he's checked. Multiple times. It doesn't make any sense to him, but he can't really be the one to lose it when Ed's already right on the edge of possible hysterics.]
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[He was pretty sure he was a goner, himself. There shouldn't be any way for him to be alive, and yet, he's standing here. With a body with a heartbeat and working organs and some such. No signs of bullet holes--he's checked. Multiple times. It doesn't make any sense to him, but he can't really be the one to lose it when Ed's already right on the edge of possible hysterics.]