.. It's not that. [ he's not getting into details. he's flustered enough as it is. ] It's only that he-- we both had some things to work through, I suppose. And at the time, I had no idea that Cordelia was so open-minded, so I spent a fair amount of time panicking and furious with myself for being so attracted to a married man. I am not the sort of person that interferes in marriages.