"I just wish I could remember. I wish I could remember why I've quit drinking. I wish I could remember this house being mine. I wish I could remember everything else that you have in your mind that I've done. I can look at your memories and see myself and I understand why I say the things I've said. It looks and sounds like me but I don't..."
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He quiets, jaw tightening.
It's not him. This person who used to live here.