Because the thing that hurt you, killed Lucifer. She died like that- betrayed by someone she trusted, hated for something she never did! She died running, and afraid. Just- just because she refused to keep her mouth shut. And yes, I obviously know I'm projecting on you, but who cares! She didn't deserve it and neither did you, even though you're both huge pricks.

But she's dead, dead and gone again, and you are still here! And you could be OK. I want to see you be OK! You're human, you don't have any kind of bullshit fate. So you shouldn't be fucked like this! You should be OK! Why can't you just get your shit together and be OK!?