I dunno. I've always believed in people, not something abstract. I don't look down my nose at people who're religious, even if they've made it a rich white person's club. I mean, if it helps them then that's good and fuck anybody who says otherwise, I just never really had a reason to think any of it was real or fake or mattered at all.

But if it is... I wanna hope that Emily and our kid are in a better place. That there's an afterlife and they're okay.