He's frozen in that moment, caught between a desperate, uncontrollable desire to sink into her arms and the knowledge that he never, ever can. Ever again. He sucks in a breath and pulls away- or tries to, at least- the misery and fear spilling out in angry, pleading rhyme:
He was weak! Not hot or cold Tepid Useless Uncontrolled
He tried-- He tried! to stem the tide but the darkness it was there inside
Pigeonholed and unconsoled he crushed himself into your mold sought out the truth you left untold and when he found it-- hate took hold.
I burned him out-- connection severed that part of me is gone forever but while you hold him in your heart your love for him tears me apart--
What sin must I commit to prove it? What evil must I choose to lose it?
I beg you, mother- cut the tie Let your tortured child die
well it turns out i got a little more
He was weak!
Not hot or cold
Tepid
Useless
Uncontrolled
He tried--
He tried!
to stem the tide
but the darkness
it was there inside
Pigeonholed and unconsoled
he crushed himself into your mold
sought out the truth you left untold
and when he found it--
hate took hold.
I burned him out-- connection severed
that part of me is gone forever
but while you hold him in your heart
your love for him tears me apart--
What sin must I commit to prove it?
What evil must I choose to lose it?
I beg you, mother- cut the tie
Let your tortured child die