Okay, so, Yuuri loves Viktor, with all his heart. He knows by now that they were pretty much made for each other, and that Viktor isn't about to go off without him... ever, pretty much. That being said, the fact that Viktor has a whole year here that Yuuri was apparently present on and off for but has no memory of it is a bit of contention for him, and it's less about Viktor going off on his own and making new friends and entirely about, "What if those Yuuris were better than me and Viktor liked them better and I'm just a poor substitute?" It will probably take a Titanic amount of effort to get him to admit this because even he admits that it's the number one dumbest thought he's ever had and he's just being stupid. In the meanwhile, he's internally taking it out on other people who so much as admit to knowing Viktor, only to find himself feeling even more stupid by the end of the conversation because he is, in essence, being petty and jealous over nothing and he kinda hates it.
That being said, Yuuri probably just needs to latch himself onto Viktor for awhile and have his head patted and stop internalizing because it's not helping anyone. Also he's going to start training again because preoccupying his mind with things like that helps him get out all his other feels.
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Okay, so, Yuuri loves Viktor, with all his heart. He knows by now that they were pretty much made for each other, and that Viktor isn't about to go off without him... ever, pretty much. That being said, the fact that Viktor has a whole year here that Yuuri was apparently present on and off for but has no memory of it is a bit of contention for him, and it's less about Viktor going off on his own and making new friends and entirely about, "What if those Yuuris were better than me and Viktor liked them better and I'm just a poor substitute?" It will probably take a Titanic amount of effort to get him to admit this because even he admits that it's the number one dumbest thought he's ever had and he's just being stupid. In the meanwhile, he's internally taking it out on other people who so much as admit to knowing Viktor, only to find himself feeling even more stupid by the end of the conversation because he is, in essence, being petty and jealous over nothing and he kinda hates it.
That being said, Yuuri probably just needs to latch himself onto Viktor for awhile and have his head patted and stop internalizing because it's not helping anyone. Also he's going to start training again because preoccupying his mind with things like that helps him get out all his other feels.