Akira "hey let's REALLY mess with darkov sensibilities" Fudo is throwing Marty for a real loop. The kindness of a stranger is one whole isolated issue that he's packaging with all the OTHER strangers being kind as like a thing that is weird and offputting, but...acceptable since he assumes WELL SOME HUMANS ARE JUST NATURALLY KIND AND PITYING TO PATHETIC THINGS LIKE ME, A THING THAT IS NOTHING BUT PATHETIC. He's ashamed of having been unable to manage on his own and had to rely on Akira's help to like not shrivel up and die in the sun but THAT'S NOT AS WILD AS THE WHOLE DEMON PART!!!!!!
There's spooky warnings and tales back home of people getting corrupted by the monsters darkovs fight (they're told THEY'LL go corrupt if they swallow their own blood/weapon discharge so they have to be extra careful to spit that shit out), and now there's this giant dude who's like WHAT UP I AM A HORRIBLE BEAST-LOOKIN THING BUT...MY HEART STILL BEATS AS A HUMAN.........................and that's just. wrong it's just 100pct wrong to Martin's head and he's having a REALLY HARD TIME coming to terms with that.
I mean, luckily he's too emotionally and physically wore out from the time loop to panic about it, and he's kind of believing he hallucinated the whole ordeal so maybe its just another nightmare??? And he feels bad for that bc wow what's wrong with his brain for imagining a nice person as a big spooky flying monster thing.
Sorry Akira, this is going to be a long and exasperating road; he's only spent his entire life believing very narrow things and all
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Akira "hey let's REALLY mess with darkov sensibilities" Fudo is throwing Marty for a real loop. The kindness of a stranger is one whole isolated issue that he's packaging with all the OTHER strangers being kind as like a thing that is weird and offputting, but...acceptable since he assumes WELL SOME HUMANS ARE JUST NATURALLY KIND AND PITYING TO PATHETIC THINGS LIKE ME, A THING THAT IS NOTHING BUT PATHETIC. He's ashamed of having been unable to manage on his own and had to rely on Akira's help to like not shrivel up and die in the sun but THAT'S NOT AS WILD AS THE WHOLE DEMON PART!!!!!!
There's spooky warnings and tales back home of people getting corrupted by the monsters darkovs fight (they're told THEY'LL go corrupt if they swallow their own blood/weapon discharge so they have to be extra careful to spit that shit out), and now there's this giant dude who's like WHAT UP I AM A HORRIBLE BEAST-LOOKIN THING BUT...MY HEART STILL BEATS AS A HUMAN.........................and that's just. wrong it's just 100pct wrong to Martin's head and he's having a REALLY HARD TIME coming to terms with that.
I mean, luckily he's too emotionally and physically wore out from the time loop to panic about it, and he's kind of believing he hallucinated the whole ordeal so maybe its just another nightmare??? And he feels bad for that bc wow what's wrong with his brain for imagining a nice person as a big spooky flying monster thing.
Sorry Akira, this is going to be a long and exasperating road; he's only spent his entire life believing very narrow things and all