[he flinches when m speaks, like he's expecting to be punched through a wall or something.
fortunately, the words don't hit him as much as he expects. maybe it's because he's already spent ages blaming himself for what happened, being told to pull his finger out and stop getting people fucking killed doesn't come as any kind of a surprise.
unfortunately, what he's saying is still influenced by the stUPID TRUTH THING so he says more than he wanted to.] I know. I'm trying, but I know it's not enough. I'm sorry. I don't think I can be enough.
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fortunately, the words don't hit him as much as he expects. maybe it's because he's already spent ages blaming himself for what happened, being told to pull his finger out and stop getting people fucking killed doesn't come as any kind of a surprise.
unfortunately, what he's saying is still influenced by the stUPID TRUTH THING so he says more than he wanted to.] I know. I'm trying, but I know it's not enough. I'm sorry. I don't think I can be enough.