...Actually, I think that's mostly it? When it first happened I kind of wanted you to make a public network post about it so you could get half the shit I got, but that was a kneejerk reaction to feeling singularly responsible. When I learned more about what happened, I stopped feeling that way. I also realised you were already beating the shit out of yourself for it, and my own selfish want to see you suffer the way I felt I was was just... well, selfish. Unproductive. Overall a really petty, stupid way to feel.

When I had time to calm down and see you helped with clean up and did your best for people who came to you. I hate that I even felt that way about you for a while.