I meant about how you feel about it. Because I'm pretty sure that no matter how he feels about his own death [And that is a conversation for another man at another time.] he wouldn't appreciate you beating yourself up like this.

[M grows quiet again, staring off at nothing in particular.]

One of the things that I love the most about Andrew is how effortlessly selfless he is. He does what he does, again and again, because he wants to. If it's not you, it's someone else. He's never going to stop saving people. He wouldn't want you to blame yourself for something he finds so much fulfillment in.

[That said, he's sure Andrew has a lot of guilt on his side too, in not being able to save Archie like he wanted.]

And just before you go getting the wrong idea, yes, I'm pissed you both got together and decided to keep this from me because you both apparently thought I'd fly off the handle like a child. Apparently I have more respect for you two than you do for me.