I'm pretty sure you have nothing to worry about. Shijie will love you regardless. She cared for me despite everything. The peacock will too.

[And that requires the patience of a saint and a heart of gold. He releases the boy's sleeve though and signals for him to sit back down. He's not going to apologize for how he references Jin Zuxian though.]

They will be proud of you when they hear about all you've accomplished.