"Hmm..I wanted to know what I actually felt about things. Everyone keeps telling me all these things that I do in my future and I wanted to figure out if I would still do them." He is pretty sure that he would with a few changes. He still holds the same hate in his heart. It's just it is no longer directed at this particular man.

"I don't have much to do in this place except think." It's not like his job at the cemetery is hard and so he has a lot of spare time. Plus he doesn't really have many friends or know many activities.