It's defeating. Because he knew of the many crimes he committed. He continues to walk side by side. He realizes his presence has an effect on him. What has changed? He wished he could believe him, that his death has an impact on him.

"It's hard. But for once, I believe you. Yes, it's hard." And complicated and he isn't sure how he feels, considering he hasn't fully recovered from the strong emotions from that past life.

Shifting the mood, focusing on making a happy memory. "Let's keep walking. This parade is fun."