[ugh, this honesty. she's glad she can at least choose when to keep her mouth shut, because otherwise? everything Josuke just said would have her gushing completely unprompted. bad enough that it feels like someone just dropped liquid metal in the cavity that used to house her stomach.]
I always feel like I'm not enough no matter what it's about. I'm just not used to it fucking mattering.
[which is, in her own oblique way, an admission that sometimes she wants to see him keep smiling more than she hates herself.]
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[ugh, this honesty. she's glad she can at least choose when to keep her mouth shut, because otherwise? everything Josuke just said would have her gushing completely unprompted. bad enough that it feels like someone just dropped liquid metal in the cavity that used to house her stomach.]
I always feel like I'm not enough no matter what it's about. I'm just not used to it fucking mattering.
[which is, in her own oblique way, an admission that sometimes she wants to see him keep smiling more than she hates herself.]