Come now. You say that as though it's a bad thing -- as though you do not delight in having friends of my specific personality type. I'm giving you your own little slice of power, aren't I?
I will always have power over you, Dr. Chilton. How long did it take you to achieve the career path you sought in this world? A year? Two? I got what I was after in only a few short months. Your problem is that you hold yourself back. I imagine you could be quite the formidable opponent if you did not.
I do not imagine it to be very difficult. Even now, I am sure you're filled with a desire to take me down. But to truly ignite that fire inside of you, I must first fuck you over. Is that not what Dorian or Lucifer did to you? And look at how much you are driven to destroy the two of them.
What I want from you, truly want from you, is for someone to fulfill the role Varys once held. Someone I greatly admire to be the one to challenge me. Someone to be a friend and an enemy all at once. Of the people I've met here, you are the only one with that much potential. I respect you, Dr. Chilton. And it was no lie to Rincewind that I do view you as my dearest friend.
[ It's just that even friends, or maybe especially friends, are not immune to being fucked with. ]
The sort of behavior evident within narcissists. You use people before they can use you -- a defensive mechanism, a preconceived advantage. And yet, Petyr, you like a good challenge. You need it. You have to make yourself a little vulnerable sometimes to get it, don't you?
Ah, I am not so certain that is true. I understand that in order to use at times one must allow themselves to be used. Most men have their pride and ego to get in the way, but most men also fail. I will do anything to get what I want. And when you are prepared to showcase your weaknesses -- physical or emotional -- do they really count as vulnerabilities any longer?
So then it about returns. You're willing to bend over -- as long as you control the context, the degree of your spine bent -- assuming that you will be able to utilize the experience for your own favorable outcome. Submissive manipulation.
A weakness, however degraded and rendered less virile, is still something to abuse.
Do you not do the same, Doctor Chilton? You so often place yourself in close proximity to dangerous, powerful criminals. Do you not submit to their terms so that you may obtain control?
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[ Since we are being brutally honest here. ]
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I -- me, specifically? Have I offended? [He knows he has a habit of doing that.] Or is this a personal affinity?
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What I want from you, truly want from you, is for someone to fulfill the role Varys once held. Someone I greatly admire to be the one to challenge me. Someone to be a friend and an enemy all at once. Of the people I've met here, you are the only one with that much potential. I respect you, Dr. Chilton. And it was no lie to Rincewind that I do view you as my dearest friend.
[ It's just that even friends, or maybe especially friends, are not immune to being fucked with. ]
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A weakness, however degraded and rendered less virile, is still something to abuse.
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[Which is, of course, a walk around the question.]
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I am not above what you suggested I would do for power. I know.
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