mercy meme

[magnitudes]

forced truth meme

1. Post your character(s)
2. People respond to your character with a question

3. Your character must reply, and they must reply honestly
4. ????
5. Have fun. Fun is obligatory. Lack of fun will result in severe repercussions.

Comments

[dejerate]

Mika, do you...do you hate me for it? For making you feed, back home?

[He never did actually ask. Even if he himself doesn't remember it, he can imagine the other didn't take it well, at least initially. That Mika probably started off protesting against the idea.]

[1/2]

[allforyuu]

[Oh no. Why would he ask something like that? Does Yuu secretly think that's the case?]

[2/2]

[allforyuu]

I'd never hate you. Never.

[Even if he hates being a vampire, he understands why Yuu pushed him to do it. At least it gives them more time together. He can't be angry about that.]

[dejerate]

[Yuu realizes he never asked, partly because he was afraid of the answer. Probably, if he'd asked right in the initial aftermath, he figures the answer could be different. And yet somehow it's...still just the answer he was expecting.]

I never did ask. Probably because I was scared, but. I don't hate you either, Mika.

[allforyuu]

[How could he hate Yuu, when his friend was one of the few good things in his life? Besides, he didn't turn Mika. Mika was already doomed the day Krul kissed him. What Yuu did was the kindest thing he could do, given the circumstances.]

[When he hears the last part, though, he ducks his head, crumbling as if in pain. Mika hasn't dared to ask him that before, mostly because he hates himself when he's like this. When he replies, his voice is shaky.]

Good. I'm glad.

[dejerate]

Wh -- you didn't actually think I hated you?

[Because honestly. He never had. He never could. Not after spending so long thinking he'd lost Mika. The relief at that not being true kind of trumps any and all momentary flashes of frustration or annoyance. Easily forgiving him for Shinjuku, because Mika couldn't have known about Guren back then.

But of course he's oblivious to Mika's inner insecurities, worries. He has no idea the relief he just gave the other with those simple words.]

[allforyuu]

No... I--

[Hating people in his family doesn't sound like Yuu at all. Yuu's too kind for that. It's simply one of Mika's fears.]

I wouldn't be able to live with myself if you did.

[dejerate]

Good thing you don't have to worry about it then.

[Because. He knows how that feels. Yuu himself was pretty down and unsure what to do with himself in the aftermath of Sanguinem. When he first got back with Guren to the military, when he thought Mika was dead.]