CONFESSIONS MEME

[devoutish]

1. Post a comment with your character spilling their confessions and innermost thoughts for all to see
2. Go around and comment to other characters ICly, expressing shock, awe, disgust, anger, etc.
3. Discuss, accuse, commiserate, threadjack, etc.

Comments

PUTTING A CW FOR CSA ON THIS IN CASE

[taraincognita]

Eastern Europe, mostly. Well, who the fuck knows where mom is? But dad is in Markovburg, in the castle, with his wife and my brothers. Same as always.

....And, uh, that's an awfully direct question. I barely know you. 'Sides, it's not a big deal. I can make my own decisions.

[pale_blue_arrow]

The castle?

I don't do indirect unless I'm trying to trick people. [This is his sincerity mode, basically.] You, I don't wanna trick. I just want to know if this predatory - possibly pedophilic given your build - piece of trash is here and if I need to keep an eye out.

[taraincognita]

Oh, yeah, my dad's a king. I guess I forgot to confess that.

I can make my own decisions. I'm fourteen, I'm not a child. But he isn't here, I don't think.

[pale_blue_arrow]

So what're you doing out on your own? Aren't kings supposed to be all 'gather my heirs close to me, that they my look upon my brilliance and gather up some of it within themselves'? [He's quoting something but the point is valid.]

You can, but you're a kid compared to the guy who may or may not've been fucking you. Which would make it wrong before we even add in the fact he was manipulating you. If he shows up, I'm having words with him.

[taraincognita]

I'm a bastard.

[ the way she says it makes it sound like it's obvious. why would you want a bastard around? ]

Slade isn't here--and stop, talking about it like that. It's not--You're making things sound weird.

[pale_blue_arrow]

No, Slade is the bastard - thanks for his name, by the way, that's useful - and if he fucked you then I'm not making it sound weird. A grown man fucking a fourteen year old built like a ten year old is pedophilia without even getting to the manipulative psuedo-father figure shit.

cw: child sexual abuse mention

[taraincognita]

I don't look like a ten year old! And it's not your business, okay. I can make decisions about my own sex life.

And it's not like I thought he was my dad.

[pale_blue_arrow]

You do, and you think he didn't manipulate you into that decision? That he didn't trick you on that like he tricked you on everything else? He's a predator, Tara, that shit isn't right, doesn't matter who you thought he was or how he did it.

Why the fuck can't you see you deserve better than that? [He's angry, now. God, this is just like Emily and her drug crowd, this I'm-fine-no-really-it-was-my-choice and I-deserve-this-you-don't-understand. And he's tired of it.] Why are you defending him?!

[taraincognita]

Because it was all my fault. My choice. Everyone acts like I was some saint who was tricked into being a terrible person. But I made every wrong decision, okay? As much as I try to run from that, I fucking can't.

I deserved everything I got. And you and Beast Boy don't seem to get it.

[pale_blue_arrow]

Nobody deserves to be raped, Tara, no matter what asterisks and qualifiers you wanna try to throw on it! I've been there, I'm still there, but you know what? You can be a shitty person and still not deserve somebody else's abuse!

[taraincognita]

You don't fucking know what you're talking about. Okay? You don't know anything about me, or what I've done.

[pale_blue_arrow]

I don't have to know anything about you to know you don't deserve to be raped. That's just one of those things people always have, a right not to be violated, even if they're evil. If telling yourself you had it coming is how you deal, you need to get help, sister.