TRUTH SERUM MEME

[continuousgroaning]

TRUTH SERUM MEME!

Step 1: Post with your character(s)
Step 2: Other characters come along and ask them questions. Anon is OK!
Step 3: Your character is obligated to answer truthfully.
Step 4: Discuss the answers ICly. HAVE FUN

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marty

[darkov]

[killtime]

Are you afraid of me?

[darkov]

...Yes.

Sorry.

[killtime]

Is it something I did?

[darkov]

Not...not really. It's...just what I know. I guess.

I don't know.

[killtime]

Well. It's probably better that way.

[darkov]

...If I'm not afraid, then...I'm really done for. It's...just how it has to be.

[killtime]

I'm not blaming you.

[darkov]

Oh...

Sorry.

[ct_7567]

Is there anything you need that we're not giving you?

[darkov]

Uhm. Well, I... I should be training. I shouldn't just be...sitting around. My...I mean, it hurts after a while. If I don't. Sorry.

[ct_7567]

Why didn't you say so? Training's something I can do.

[ ... ]

How does it hurt not to train?

[darkov]

Well, I! I mean...after...being so much trouble, why would I-- I mean, sorry. Sorry. It's just... In the bones, sir. It...it hurts after a while. Hard to move, or...hard to conjure. It's-- It's kind of just my fault, really. I should be...doing more. Sorry.

[ct_7567]

It's in the bones, there's - something in your bones? What's in your bones?

[darkov]

It's...hard to explain. I just mean...the things we make with our bones...we have to. If we stop, it...hurts. Hurts all over.

Darkovs have to work...that's what we're for.

[h2no]

How do you really feel about everything right now?

[he kind of hopes marty yells and swears and everything? there's the submissive fear he gives off, but also the underlying tension that comes with any negative feelings.]

[darkov]

Not...not good. Sorry.

[h2no]

It's okay. I think most people don't feel good about it, even if they pretend like they do.

Can you say what it is specifically?

[darkov]

...

I’m. In the way. I don’t have a purpose here. I just...cause problems. The people who are kind to me don’t deserve this.

I...I wished so hard to disappear that...I disappeared. From home. But now I’m here. It’s not what I wanted at all.

[h2no]

Why did you want to disappear from home? Is it because of how you were treated?

[darkov]

[what do you mean treated badly.] Wha—? No. No, I...that was fine. It’s normal. It’s just...me. I’m bad at everything. I get in the way. I...I let them down. Again and again. It’s better if I’m not there at all. Or anywhere. To...get in the way.

[h2no]

No-one's perfect.

Did you get a bad reaction when you made a mistake?

[darkov]

...

[NOOOOOOOO]

It. Depends on the mistake.

[h2no]

[COMPLETLEY UNAWARE:] I dunno, something you can't help? I mean, all mistakes are kind of that by default... you don't really deal with a mistake by treating someone like shit because of it. Y'gotta help 'em learn how to do it right.

[darkov]

Not if...it gets something killed. Those mistakes can’t get fixed.