the truth of the matter

[pyrogue]

forced truth meme

1. Post your character(s)
2. People respond to your character with a question
3. Your character must reply, and they must reply honestly
4. ????
5. Have fun. Remember to check back later for people in different timezones!

Comments

[goldtoxicity]

I'd be using my window as a doorway so I wouldn't hafta talk to either of you about it.

[pillz]

Okay.

Do you want me to stop fucking your buddy?

[goldtoxicity]

... It'd be really selfish of me to say that.

[pillz]

So that's a 'yeah.'

[who knows? maybe it's over already. kavinsky and david weren't exactly on heart-to-heart terms; they're busy patching shit up with josh, not each other.]

[goldtoxicity]

Dude, what I want in this doesn't matter. I'm not in it! I don't get a say in what you do, or like, I shouldn't.

[ he scrubs a hand down his face. ]

[pillz]

If it doesn't matter, why don't you just fuckin' answer the question?

[kavinsky's tone is mild, despite that he always has an unnecessarily mean choice of words. sorry everybody.]

[goldtoxicity]

Because if I say it then I'm gonna have to acknowledge a bunch of junk that's better left unsaid!

[pillz]

Look at Mr. Joshua 'this time we livin' life like it goes how it should' Foley, in the house.

[goldtoxicity]

We've got a second chance, I'm not fucking it up for every single person around me.

cw emetophobia

[pillz]

Maybe it'll be like barf if you just say what you think.

Better out than in.

Catharsis.

[goldtoxicity]

[ stttooooooop.

he groans, throwing his head back. ]

Look, maybe - maybe this is a good thing, right? If you two are - y'know, a thing, then that's - that's less...

[ temptation? fuck. ]

[pillz]

You gonna finish that sentence some time this month?

[goldtoxicity]

[ NO. ]

Dude, you know I like the both of you, right?

[pillz]

Sure. We got pulses. I know how it go, with you and your mutant biokisexuality.

[that's reductive, but kavinsky does now.]

But you know what? Pretty sure Dave doesn't actually know.

[goldtoxicity]

Oh, he knows.

[ maybe, actually. now that he thinks about it - david is the stupidest smart person he's ever known. he's prone to overlooking what josh considers to be emotionally obvious. ]

So like, if you guys are - a thing, or doing things, or whatever - that's good and I don't have any business commenting on it 'cause I'm just jealous or whatever.

[pillz]

Well you know me, I'm a emotional amputee so it don't bother me so much.

[granted, if he were in a less ecstatically overconfident mood, he'd probably find a way to be super toxic about this admission. but we've caught kavinsky on a good day!]

But I was running a concept by Dave, and about sent him into a panic.

[goldtoxicity]

[ right, yeah. the heart. ]

What concept?

[pillz]

You three nerds all dating each other.

[goldtoxicity]

[ oh.

well. ]

That's complicated.

[pillz]

How the fuck is it complicated?

[says the least emotionally sophisticated lad on the planet!]

[goldtoxicity]

Okay, well, one - David's got a boyfriend back home now, and also he's still really hung up on Damian. Two, I cheated on Laurie the last time we were together so there's massive trust issues that are just waiting to be unlocked. Three, Laurie used David to make me jealous after I did that and we had a massive fist-fight.

[ he ticks off on his fingers ]

And four, we all have feelings from lives that weren't ours that are definitely making all this way more complicated.

[pillz]

Like I said to Dave, it sounds like you're just making a list of reasons why this could fuckin' work.

Dude came up with another list. And you want to know his number one, on that one?

[goldtoxicity]

Um, this feels like a violation of his trust.

[ .............

okay he held the moral highground for a grand total of a minute. kavinsky knows he's a gossipy little fuck. ]

Tell me.

[pillz]

[kavinsky would hardly be a vinsky if he only encouraged good behavior.]

He thinks you only love him like a brother, dude.

[goldtoxicity]

Yeah, I don't look at my brothers the way I look at him.

[ shut up, joshua. ]